Could you believe!?
(You probably couldn't.)
There is hope, right?
"Why, of course, there is!" -- right?
But then, "all things are possible".
Is this not the true claim of our despair?
(There are some thoughts I share with mister Lev Shestov.)
It's true that Philosphy and Despair share the same battlefield.
But that they share the same heart, as well?
Few believe so.
(So it appears.)
I'm sorry to say, but I think someone is already on your trail.